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6:19 a.m. || 2004-08-30 |
life is so unfair.. and im just too sensitive and affected... small things that doesn't matter anyway broke my heart real bad.. i hurt myself in the process of feeling hurt and left out i hurt my eyes and body crying too much and too hard this thing with my cousins + my 26/50 maths test + this 2 programmes i really wanna go but is unable to coz of time+ eoys stress+ everything else.. but the smallest thing is the one which affected me most...
Now, teacher's day is coming soon and I have no idea if I'm susposed to get something or not. I've made a card for one of my primary school teacher. I want to give Mrs Wong, Ms Chua and Mr Tang something..but it's kind of embarrassing if u got all the stuff and found out that you're the only one right? It's kind of hard to get anything for a male teacher..i mean, no flowerly stuff, no bears, no cute stuff..then what! And if i give these teachers..the others might feel bad..so how? Teacher's Day nowadays is so troublesome..not like the past where I really enjoyed shopping for presents.. I know! I'll sms or ecard them Happy Teachers Day! yay!:D
I listened, and stretched in bed it's the crouching and rolling thing that hurts. My back can't curve..ouch
http://www.astrology-numerology.com/num-lifepath.html 3 The number 3 Life Path is one that emphasizes expression, sociability, and creativity as the lesson to be learned in this life. Here we are apt to find the entertainers of the world, bright, effervescent, sparkling people with very optimistic attitudes. A truly gifted 3 possesses the most exceptional creative skills, normally in the verbal realm, writing, speaking, acting, or similar endeavors. The lesson to be learned with a 3 life path is that of achievement through expression. The bright side of this path stresses harmony, beauty and pleasures; of sharing your creative talents with the world. Capturing your capability in creative self-expression is the highest level of attainment for this life path. The characteristics of the 3 are warmth and friendliness, a good conversationalist, social and open. A good conversationalist both from the standpoint of being a delight to listen to, but even more importantly, one who has the ability to listen to others. Accordingly, the life path 3 produces individuals who are always a welcome addition to any social situation and know how to make others feel at home. The creative imagination is present, if sometimes latent, as the 3 may not be moved to develop his talent. The approach to life tends to be exceedingly positive, however, and your disposition is almost surely sunny and open-hearted. You effectively cope with all of the many setbacks that occur in life and readily bounce back for more. It is usually easy for you to deal with problems because you can freely admit the existence of problems without letting them get you down. You have good manners and seem to be very conscious of other people's feelings and emotions. Life is generally lived to the fullest, often without much worry about tomorrow. You are not very good at handling money because of a general lack of concern about it. You spend it when you have it and don't when you don't. On the negative side, a 3 may be so delighted with the joy of living that the life becomes frivolous and superficial. You may scatter your abilities and express little sense of purpose. The 3 can be an enigma, for no apparent reason you may become moody and tend to retreat. Escapist tendencies are not uncommon with the 3 life path, and you find it very hard to settle into one place or one position. Guard against being critical of others, impatient, intolerant, or overly optimistic. Typically, the life path 3 gives an above-average ability in some art form. This can encompass painting, interior decorating, landscaping, crafts, writing, music, or the stage, or all of the above. You are apt to be a happy, inspired person, constantly seeking the stimuli of similar people. Your exuberant nature can take you far, especially if you are ever able to focus your energies and talents. hmm..quite accurate leh..haha maths remedial today on trigo. i forgot every single thing on it..like i stares at the 1st 5 questions and skip all 5, while i was doing the 10th, the rest of my clazmates like finished 1-10? fine whatever. theatre:) Mr Tang got this impressive idea of the opening scene, this production is going to rocks big time man! i want to be xiong nu..dunno y he say until like must no choice force those big-sized ppl to be liddat..fun wat..i love those movements.. friday night, a week before i had kind of told myself not to come online, and what happened? i was alone 6 days out of 7 and it's the at least 2 hours type..doing what? msn, forum, neopets, etc etc..eoys are coming soon, but sept hols coming sooner, yet the eoys seems much nearer.. i have so much to revise, to study, but just not enough time, not enough time after i've played and slack which is like a must^_^ during lessons on thursday, they were talking about their exams results...50/50 for el, chinese...47/50 for maths is disappointment, 45 for science is so disappointing as well..for ALL of them..i was like..30 plus i very happy le lor..for science is not single digit i also happy...urm urm urm..ok lah..they're primary school kids..lolx!
Cheng Yu stays in Singapore for his NS and learn how to be a better person there (like not flirt so much) and then went to Japan to accomplish his dreams of becoming a cartoonist. Wei Guo retires and spent more time with his family and at the hospital with his dad. He also gives his daughter more freedom and more loving towards his wife Wei Min rushes to the airport and managed to persuade kelly to stay, (the usual stuff..) they got together, the other girl left in a huff and lost contact. Weimin and Kelly went to Japan with Chengyu for their arts. Meixin and Xiao Yong live happily ever after. A few years later, Xiaoyong works really hard and got to the position of what Weiguo used to be for meixin meijia continues her jouney as a dj, she loves her work and the listeners love her as well meipo continues her studies and when she grow up went into army to become a female soldier of her own will, making weiguo very proud of her
i was reading today's papers and tears dropped yesterday was so crucial but she did her best i heard someone saying about how she lost the 50million and how she would not get bronze today i felt so angry at that person she must have felt really bad, and how it will stay with her for a long time on the brighter side, i noticed her pink hair clips, her necklace, her earings and her ring during yesterday's match lolx! jia you jia wei!! i was telling myself not to go online anymore since friday and what happened? i logged in like 4 times yesterday(sat) for like an hour each to do what? play neopets and chat, and today and now as well...what am i doing!!!!
went j8..ok like almost the whole school was there lolx..in fact u can refer to my archieves(content page) and year 2003 to see my entry on cross country last year comments heard about our teeshirts "wah! nowadays uniforms so ugly one arh" "wah! i told you is their lifeskills camp tees...not bad sia..sec 3 somemore" etc etc..
CCA was so fun:) we were bouncing this giant orangey ball across the quadrangle..actually is carrying this HEAVY ball over the head..to and fro..and then there's this slow walk across also..the ball was so dirty though..for a moment i thought of obs where we were so dirty and yet so fun..my hands were solid black colour, my skirt and hongzi were black too..and i found some small unknown particles on my neck and face and my sweat is brown in colour..disgusting i know..hahah looking towards to tuesday now^_^ WHEE! no more boring marjong cum cleaning up dramastore sessions...theatre is gonna be so fun now! both tuesday and friday:)
Theatre yesterday, seems like we are doing mulan le..i like the idea of dancing barbie than the shutters:) Actually was hoping for physical stuff..and i thought he might make us run because of the cross-country but hey when that comes den run until siaoz arh! hehe The weekend finally comes, it was a long wait despite the national day holidays^_^ i feel tired and it's only like 10 in the morning..i wanna get back in bed..nitez all
i think chengyu should go for what he wants, afterall he's only young once. Dare to dream, follow your heart and go for it. The most important thing is that he's doing what he wants to do. Comics is his interest and he is good at it so why not? However, I think he should not bu gu yi que, because he have to consider what might happen and his future. He did not think of the downs of being and artist, he did not think of leaving his doting father while he's in Japan, he did not think of money problems if there is any, he did not think of how he will affect the people around him and their feelings. I think there are many factors he need to consider. Going all the way for what he wants is good, but not if it is the wrong way. The right way i meant is that doing it for himself, working hard to achieve his dreams, and basing it on his own abilities. The wrong way is when he starts to bu4 zhe2 shou3 duan4 and hurt other's feelings in the process. I dunno if this is relavent but i think of the situalation as something like a race. If you are running and ahead of everybody else and u see someone falls down, I think you should stop and help that person up even if he is just catching up behind you. It's like how i think it's wrong to just run all the way to reach your dreams, ignoring the other factors like human acts of kindness and care, to get what you want, just for your own sake. (ooo..i think im crapping...hehe) i agree with his dad that he should finish his studies first. At least he has a back route to go back if his career as an artist failed or he loses interest. In this modern society, especially in Singapore, a cert is really important no matter what you choose to be. Personally I think it's better if we try out everything first, before making a decision of what we want to do. This way, we may discover new interest and talents on things we have never thought of before. However, it is always good to have a dream to motivate you and push yourself to your potential. Im glad that Chengyu decides to follow what his dad said in the end..the father and child's relationship is really touching, both Chengyu and Meijia. The radio programme is so touching, it breaks the communication barrier and help them to understand each other more.. *aww...so sweet*
ndp rawks:) i wish i were there..the home by kit is much nicer than jj though ha..the past when they talk about the last time pm goh last time as a pm..touching lor..for me.. singapore idol rawks too..i think much nicer than america idol..i love gurmit..he's so nice to the contestants..to comfort and to share the joy..the audition is interesting..i wish i were there too..just for the experience..i don't want to be an idol..i want to experience and have fun
topic:Cheng Yu's attititude towards love I think Cheng Yu's very guo fen, so far from what I have read, nobody mentioned about his father but that is the first thing I've thought about. To not even let his dad have a happy birthday which his dad has been looking forwards to, even refusing dates to be with his son. Chengyu actually rushes through everything, not even letting his dad have a taste of the cake and chase him out of the house--just for the sake of making a girl part of his branded jc collection. From last time, the trust his father showed him and everything, I feel sorry for the father. His attitude towards love ended up hurting many people, the girls who had looked up to him, his father etc. So what about branded JC? Who cares about the figure and looks? It's the personality and character that really matters. To me, Love need time to understand each other and to trust the other, knowing the other as if it's like knowing yourself. A true relationship is not like what Chengyu did, to go for a girl that catch his eyes at a swimming pool. The sad reality is, the world is like this, people goes for looks first. Despite that they said who the person really is is more important, they would not go for one who who is the most kind and sincere person in the world with "humanity" if that person just happens to be ugly. That's the cruel fate. However, to me beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, if you truly love one person no matter what he or she is the most beautiful person in the world, just like how i think of my parents. Why branded? Girls are not good that are labelled just for Chengyu to use and collect. His attitiude towards love is just not correct, even if you think like he does, that only branded Jcs are the good ones that produce intelligent babes, which is totally not true, Chengyu did not actually think that if they are all so "chio" and smart, they would have tons of suitors chasing them, and if they were so smart, they would know better than to like a guy like Chengyu, and if they were from a top jc, they would be focusing their time and efforts on their studies then bothering with a person like Chengyu. Cheng yu would go all the way to impress a girl that he is "targetting" but did not even care a single bit about hurting others' feelings. I think he should really stop and reflect on what he is doing. The girls he is hurting had kind of given their hearts to him whereas Chengyu broke their hearts and caused great pain and sufferings in return. He rejected every single one of them because they were not up to his "standards". Girls being self-concious in nature will probably think why they were not good enough for him thus leading to attempts at changing themselves to please the guy even though it might be against their will. There is nothing wrong with going all the way for a girl you really like but to break people's heart it is really unacceptable. Furthermore he not only hurt one person, but many, just for the exchange of a "better" girl. However, I also think that the girls should not be so crazy over him in the first place. The more you love a person, the more hurt you'll feel when you get rejected. They were also basing their like of Chengyu on his looks. At least now they realised that a good-looking guy may not be a good one. I am glad that they were finally able to stand up and pull the trick on Cheng Yu. Although Chengyu was quite ke lian when he found out how he was used and that the girl he like is actually a bait, he kind of deserve it as what he had done to others had happened on him himself now. On the other hand, Chengyu is still young. Being influenced by the society, I don't think he is entirely at blame. Maybe because of his popularity, he thought wooing girls is too easy and wanted to challenge himself and prove his charm, thus targetting the branded Jcs girls. Furthermore, he had the rankings in mind of the top 5 branded girls, being not sincere in relationships and love. Him being young, curious, adventurous and wanting to try new things, he probably just want to do what he wants to do without much thought for the consequences. I do hope that after this incident, Chengyu would become more mature and change his attitude towards love. Afterall, it's a process of growing up which in the end may be a good thing as he may learn new things and become a better person Ps: For a 15 years old girl, this is like the first time I've thought that much about love, even enough to write an essay on. I like this contest, it make you think and enables us to share our views on the topics at the same time standing a chance to win the wonderful drawings!! -sue-
it's defianately the holiday i like best, not Christmas, New Year whatsoever. p5 we went to ndp at Padang! It's when i really noticed and like sharon, it's when the atmosphere is super high and everyone is ONE, as a nation. I remembered performing singapore town, and we were so good they asked for more..national day is always so fun..i am proud to be a singaporean:) secondary school..Nanyang has its own LIVE rock band!! they were really good and talented! the sad thing is this is the last year they are perfoming..(sec 4s mah) Today was so fun! whether is it swinging and singing with 313, screaming and shouting, jumping up and down and deliberately crashing into each other with 202, or running all around the quadrangle, taking secret photographs, dancing, or dedicating songs to gt with theatre, it simply was so high!! It's the only time in the school year that we can really go wild and crazy and PARTEE! I wish it can go on forever and ever...but the good things always have to stop.. Thanks to everyone who made it possible:) We had the Teacher's Day audition today as well. I hope 313 gets in, I really want to dance. I wanna hold your hands...I love this song right from when I was in sec 1. It was one of the songs in Family. I remember swinging with Xiao Tong (she left for Dunman High end of sec 1) up in the control room where we were assistants for the lights and sounds.. I love you Singapore:)
It was quite nice:)but very similar to Hero, as in the filming techniques and everything..haha i am crazy over FA:) Hope the presentation goes well Its a story about betrayal and love, who you see may not be who that person really is. The bad guy can be the good guy and vice vesa. The thing is to not trust a person too much when you have only met them for a very short time. It also shows the power of love, what love could do, It can make one sacrifice himself for a love one or it could make one sacrifice the loved one because you cannot bear the jealousy. Anyways today is so called the last day of school! yay! I love Singapore!!
Got back our A*Maths Test, it was ok..except the fact that my teacher said that one of the questions were from the remedial which i didnt attend beacuse of JJ and made me feel guilty all over again... This 5 days of freedom~~~~I want to 1) play badminton 2) go library 3)go park cycling 4) go Orchard 5) most importantly, sleep -sue-
I knew someone who is also from that jc at that time who finds the jc days the worst in her life as well. i kinda so called gan chu liang duo..but i don't know what to say. I mean the learning environment and teachers matters a lot. My teacher said that if she have to choose again she would still go to that jc. I was quite shocked, if the days are spent each day without any hope or happiness, why for stay there and suffer? I guess how bad it was, it's still a learning experience, for the future. I don't know, it gives me a really bad impression of that jc, i mean it's like 10 years before but still... I don't want to go jc!! as in I want to stay a kid forever.. The truth is I prefer my Primary school days to Secondary. Secondary is nice too, but it's just too predictable. Tests, assignments are too important here. Friends form clinques too easily. oh yeah, I prefer co-ed too;) The one thing I love most in ny is TCN!! YAY!^_^
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