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1:35 p.m. || 2008-01-31 |
Contemplating whether to clean up this year, my room is so horrible that my parents for the FIRST time, gave up entirely on the state of my room. Maybe I should finally pack up after leaving all my Prelims and ALEVELS materials all over the floor, chairs, tables, and everywhere. They have been collecting dust for MANY MONTHS. CNY in less than a week. Meaning..I could skip work next week and pack on Monday and Tuesday. hahah! There's seriously no space to put anything lahs! Cos everything is sentimental to me and I can't bear to throw anything. =.= I NEED ANOTHER ROOM! LOL! heh, feel like redecorating my room walls too! xD
-Yeumei's bdae present AND I NEED TO WRITE/SEND OUT CNY/VALENTINE/FRIENDSHIP DAY CARDS! =DD
-Yeumei's bdae present AND I NEED TO WRITE/SEND OUT CNY/VALENTINE/FRIENDSHIP DAY CARDS! =DD
I so identify with it lahs! " to : alwaysbored and Sue ��nerd rocks!!! " wheee!~ xD Her short reply can make me so happy liao. =DD
Headed to Douby Gaut for Sinema interview..which turned out to be totally..zzz. I think its the worst interview I had lahs.. All the software..video editing stuff..I know NOTHING ABOUT. =(( Hais, then I realised all my experiences is in theatre and drama. ohwells. So it's kind of a half day pay gone..for nothing. BUTBUTBUT. I did a good deed! hahah went BPP and saw this old man who seemed to be struggling with his heavy NTUC bags of groceries. Went up to offer help lors. Ended up he live quite near my block. So helped him carry the bags to the bottom of his flat. hahah. Proud of myself man..sounds ego yea I know.. But like how often do teens still do these types of things? Went home..and plaay maple =.= trained my sin. LOL! :D
Your life now can be described by Reflection, from Mulan interesting. =/
"ju li bu shi wen ti, zui zhong yao de shi zai yi qi kuai le ma, tan de lai ma. yi hou hui bu hui bian xin jiu hen nan jiang..bu kuo ni yao dui ta you xin xing." "jiu shi ying wei sheng mo dou hen nan jiang suo yi cai fan ma.." "ni zhi dao zhu shi zheng mo si de ma?" "ben si de lo" Yaa..I know I'm stupid to feel troubled over this type of things. Its unpredictabilty is inevitable..Thats life. gotta accept it. yea..and I'm going to die of stupidness. oink. (: His 100 bucks got him: leaving $25-30(estimation) more to spend! Hmms shorts/pants/jeans/cap/wallet? LOL =DD oo Min & I took the UGLYIST neos ever! haha! Its a $3 machine and suck totally. (: Went down to Ambition Learning Hub on Saturday for interview. Sounds good lahs. Cos they got provide training to teach you how to teach and handle students. heh. Went Lasalle for audition on Sunday, which is cancelled last minute! The person say will postpone to someday this week but still..=( movingvisuals and sinema didn't contact me either. T.T SIANNN AGAIN. Mr Hashim is -.-"". Msged me to say i did not hand in SCG and hence I would not receive any testimonials. -.- I said I did and he went to check and didnt reply after that. Then Weiyi told me that Hashim called his parents to say the same thing and asked him to rewrite/resubmit. and he's in Tekong!! whatthe lors. We all submitted in September and NOW he's telling us don't have.=.= I'm hungrrry. one hour 10 minutes to lunch. LOL!
Olevel results released! hAPPy for those people I know. (: Its like..I don't know. I'm kinda scared..for As results. PSLE was good..Os was quite bad..later As super bad how? T_T aiya..actually I don't really care.
Went down for movingvisuals interview today. Its near Lavender and the usual BLUR me thought its Novena. -.- So I happily typed in the address in street directory and didn't even find it funny when they tell me the venue is a few stops away from Novena mrt, and 7 busstops away for a certain bus. zzz. Left office early at 430 so managed to get there in time, even after sidetracking to Novena. LOL.The audition is soo super short and simple can. impro 2 scenes only. Asked about internship after that. heh. emailed the person liao, now waiting for reply. Found this place where many people sell things on a blanket along the road..this place that looks like got nice food..when I got lost trying to get back to the MRT to go home. Ended up at some ulu busstop and took 67 to cck. heh. Going down to laselle for audition on sunday.Tutor interview on sat, but not confirmed. Monday got sinema internship interview.. and currently waiting for sam and motionvisuals replies. yepyep. (:
Got 2 or 3 job interviews coming up..Now that people are actually contacting me, I feel..not that happy after all. One is a teaching job, one is an internship at a media company, and there are auditions..They are seriously much better than doing admin work. But now I'm afraid of commitment, and getting used to this current job. Its only January. How am I to survive the rest of the year? Heard that results are coming out in Feb. That's scary. The results that will determine more than my academic direction, much much more. They will also affect me emotionally and pychologically. Frankly speaking, I care much much more about the results and direction of another fellow human being than myself. The Golden Path finale last night. Went on maple after that and there was a amusing mega war. JinLong vs KaiJie. haha! So funny lahs. But their deaths so LAME and ANTICLIMAX. lols. ohwells. This is the 1st drama I followed since...a long time ago. yea..But then again it's only now that I have TIME to watch tv. Unless I decide to follow the new serial, my 9o'clocks are filled with emptiness again. heh. To think of it, it's kind of sad isn't it? Watching drama when life lacks it physically. I'm wishing for less drama emotionally and more physically. hehs. Only it's sooo the opposite. ohman..today is only tues. The next 3 days is going to be like today. boooring. Sure the absurdist theory emphasizes dualism and hence there is solace and comfort in repetitiveness and habit. How true yea? I do seek comfort in the security of knowing what is going to happen, yet knowing that repetitiveness that is inevitable is driving me crazy. Ohwells. I better get an A for dep, or the absurdist section at least. haha!
and then at evening time, aaron FINALLY called after his nap. :DDD Travelled down to Harbourfront from Westmall, and it ONLY costs less than 2bucks? and the reason why my trip home from work costs around $4 on the MRT is cos of the stupid LRT that is freaking expensive!!! My heart has never beat so fast and I have never feel so like a little girl excited over her crush..before. Weird isn't it? It's been almost 2 years and this is the first time I'm feeling that so intensely. Funny things circumstances drive people to. Headed over to Sentosa! Watched the Song of the Sea show which is so nice..it reminds me of the mulan days. the dep days. the theatre days. How I wish I can be on stage again.. Rolled about on the beach, write and drew on the sand and tried to drag each other into the water. Romantic isn't it? I love it. =D Headed back to Vivo for late dinner at 11+ and then midnight movie! American Gangster. hahah. It lasted for 3 hours! and I slept through most of it on his shoulder like a baby. hees. Its $9.50 spent on the movie, and its the wonderful feeling being with loved one for a few extra hours at night that makes it all so worthwhile. plus the fact that I won't see him again for at least 2 weeks =( Reached home at 4+am =X Fell into bed and told myself to stay in bed the whole of Sunday. haha! which wasn't the case. Woke up at noon, maple a while, then went off to shop with huimin at Causeway Point! xD Bought a new pouch for my new handphone and a new keychain for my new pouch. LOL bought some mini bottles of nail polish and nail stickers. haha and I finally ate my GELARE soy chocolate obsession! It's like..a craving since the mugging for Alevels days. Gelare bring back fond memories too..lotsa them. The Inventio memories with grp and David..the mugging with Aaron and santa memories. The holland V branch and the Causeway branch.. Min bought a bag! I'm still on the lookout for my bag! hahahs Went amk to my grandparents house at night..stayed till midnight..and then..back home. A pretty fab weekend I must say, and it was a lovely surprise (:
sheesh. That seems to be what I have been complaining all the time. ROAR. work, go home, watch tv, computer, sleep. and the 9pm show going to last episode soon..geez.. Tomorrow-..don't wanna think about it..fear of the unknown okaaaay. 3rd day liao. Phone off. Plus tml is bookout day. I'm serious..the feelings I had the past 2 days are gone. Its replaced with worry.I don't care about myself anymore, I just want you to be alright. (and ya I know 90% of the time I worry for nothing. ohwells. )
Aiya..today's thursday. Again Im dreading..dreading the times when it could be happiness, or it could be sheer disappointment and hurt. And that 930-1030 time, in which the duration seems so long yet 1030 passes so quickly.
I tell myself its perfectly alright. To think otherwise would be unreasonable. yea I know. Its just not exactly easy when ur feeling awfully sick and bored and emo at home. He is just busy these few days. Too tired to even on his phone to check sms. Well he might be sick, like me too. Or he might be happily enjoying with his bunkmates. Oh well. I choose to believe he's just too busy and tired. Ohyea. This fairytale I dreamt of: waking up when ur sick to see ur loved ones at ur bedside, with porridge they cooked themselves for several hours. Looking at you all concerned and making you feel so loved. cliche I know, and rather channel8 tv serials too. Actually its not that far off from reality, not so much of a fairy tale. I mean its not like asking prince charming to come in with a white horse and sword right? hee. but ohwells..at the situation right now..dreams will only be dreams. I know I shouldnt be feeling so down. I even hate myself for that. Its unfair for both of us. Throat feels full of splinters and body is on fire. Occasional chest pains and shock from seeing the blood I cough out. Refused to see doctor tho. hais. I hate being sick. Planning to go to work tomorrow. Unless my parents simply don't allow. =/ signs. Its 11pm..my head feels heavy, yet I couldnt sleep. sign Lets blog about something more happy. I got my first paycheck! heh. tempted to save and buy the homespa Auntie Alice was selling for my parents.. Dad's leg getting worse and worse lately. Its like..so many health benefits that totally suit my parents. and it costs 2000+bucks. =/ I have always wanted a laptop..and that costs around the same too. Now I want the homespa thing for my parents 20 times more than a lappie lor. aye..Valentime's coming. and the past 2 saturdays when I was broke he treated me. Tempted to go shopping with min too. haha I know she would love it. and I want a new bag..my current one is..all old and yellow inside. =/ liddat how to buy homespa? roar. I don't know. Time passes too fast and too slow. Its like..its only January. How am I going to survive the next few months? Yet it's already halfway through Jan..and life feels so... unsatisfying still. Hmm. Actually there's 2 reasons to stay at anda. quite good pay and nice people..friends. hehe. Aini and Yan An-people my age. Aini to have girltalks with and yan an to talk crap. haha. Accounts people all quite friendly..and I really enjoy listening to Aunty Alice and Uncle Ng talk. All kinds of interesting stories. Hee. Like they told me next time when I get married and go on a honeymoon, if the taxi breaks down and the driver asks the husband to get down to help push, GET OFF TOO. If not the taxi will zoom off with u and you would never be found again. lols. and they talked about healthy living..like the recommanded celery-green apple juice. HAHA. I seriously learn more about life through their stories at lunchbreaks than I learn about insurance. :X shall end off here..and hope that tml would be a better day than today! (:
and..IM BORED. <.> life sucks la.. ASK ME OUT!
starting tonight.
Its work experience I want most out of working. and I guess last Friday was an experience in itself. haha. only rather unexpected. I swear I won't let that happen again. hee. but still..experience aside from the mundane repetition data entry and admin. thanks so much dor for the sample resume! I finally feel motivated enough to start typing mine and start applying to all my dream jobs/internships in the arts&media fields. haha. and yet i want to try sales too. ohwells. went for my first doubledate with dor, poon & aaron! me and dor were afraid that it would be awkward but it turned out to be fine, cos the guys hit off quite well and went on and on and on and on about army stuff, so me and dor decided to be taitais talking about "Gucci bags" "That ring" and our "marjong sessions". whenever an army topic pops up. hees. Went minds cafe and arcade before walking around PS and Orchard. I was quite tired that day but it was fun ^^. I did something illegal on Sunday. wahaha bet my zhuren is going to kill me. =xx. watched AVP with santa and it was SO BORING. We both agreed "YAY! We watched the most boring movie we ever watch in our lives together!" haha and when the show ended we refused to leave. Then some person that work at the movies walk in and headed to do something to the movie screen. Our comments: "wahh this performance more interesting than the movie! " hahah. then we left..by the wrong exit..to see people heading towards another theatre! So tadaa! We sneaked into Le Grand Chef! xD which is sooo much nicer than AVP. funny and touching (: santa left halfway the show tho. Got lost trying to find the exit towards the mrt. After I finally found it, reached the MRT, and realised I wanted to go to the bus stop all along!!! RARR. too used to going towards MRT already. No money to take MRT somemore..so walk all the way back to marina AGAIN and then to Esplanade busstop. haiz.. Attended a hotel function with dor for her company's annual grand seminar. The managers and people there all super high and friendly. haha. reminds me of the good old JJ orientation..and OGLs days. miss them soo much. Had fun playing with lightsticks! heee.. kk shall end off here. back to work!
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