still sick
7:02 p.m. || 2005-09-28 |
glad not to go to school today. hehe..there's only history to check which I'm quite sure that I failed since I didn't even finish the paper in the 1st place. I calculated, L1R5 is 19, that's it, unless I pass history. still feel very uncomfortable..=( edit: urm I passed history=) so now my combined humans is c5 and I got 4 more marks for dmaths! which means l1r5 is still a pathetic 17. i think.
9 months ago, it was great. Dec hols-mulan experimentation, 5 days syf "crash course"-all the totally FAB lunchbreaks adventures, hunting out all the nice foodspots and meeting random stars randomly chinatown adventures, finding samsui woman Life was the BEST, most fulfilling. now what? Getting back prelims results, sometimes feeling as though I just want to die, sometimes feeling "heck care" and hating myself for it. studying became a routine. There is nothing to look forwards to, life sux accept it. get real.
u noe what? I miss theatre. (EDIT) guess what!! I already have study dates with my santa!!=) and it's this week!! yippee..I'm already planning to study like the day prelims ended. haha^_^
my FESTE came out for lit!! haha..I'm still in love with feste..wait or is that self-delusion? haha.which brings up what is love. ok cut the crap. Lit's over=) hmm..have been sleeping every afternoon after exams..but then sleeping late too..hee..I wish everything just be over..but then there's still Os..but then everything is just life I guess.. haha..I can't stop thinking about twelfth night. The grass is singing sux big time but I love twelfth night..it's such a beautiful play..
My dad wanted to take me out for breakfast, at this really nice place. Like WTH. Everything I wanted and don't have. UNTIL the EVE of PRELIMS. which I can't have. and that stupid star idol go and have 3 rounds of audition for wat..tempt me 3 times..stupid lor..anw I shall NOT be distracted. -back to the books-
anyway there was this 2 man who had guns and wanted to kill me lah, I also don't know why. Then I hide at my dad's office, then they actually came in! hid under the table, and one of them actually ask me to move to see if there's anyone hiding there!! haha..so he didn't recognise me. So my dad wanted to take me home mah, so suay met them on the way to the carpark, then took a detour. haha..also dunno y reach home carpark den they were there also, ended up ganna caught at the stairs..signs..so drama dun u think so? I don't even know what happened after that, haha I wasn't even "scared" perhaps it's because I'm just too tired yesterday and had frequent thoughts of dying? haha..just a stupid dream..a ok story line though..who know maybe it'll come to some use..maybe it can be made into a action script or maybe i can write in compos? haha..
Symptons include I have not felt so tired since Syf rehearsals in March, not even Mulan is tiring..and syf is something I like, studying is not. I just feel like falling..catch me.
ended up studying at the library cafe which also filled up in NO TIME. We studied bio, I managed to cover all the sec 4 topics, around 9 chapters, from 10am to 5pm!! 7 whole hours, with the company of ice-blended mocha, hot chocolate and potato wedges=) Then went Causeway point..took neos..acade..eat..had fun.:)after they left I sat at YaKun with a barley drink and completed 2 sets of bio MCQ while waiting for my parents to pick me up. rantings(read at your risk) It's 10 plus and I haven't even bath and change out of the "going out" clothes...gonna do MOLES on chem tonight..wish me luck..and hopefully I can get up early tomorrow unlike the usual 1pm.
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