5:03 p.m. 2010-10-02
avid12
Funny how 2 hours of 206 editing is so painful and I had to find every excuse to run away, yet 18 hours yesterday was tolerable.
Oh, and the secret fact that I actually enjoy overnighting in school.
11:11 p.m. 2010-09-30
(:
虽然editing还是感到很无助, 虽然radio发生technical问题, 虽然在学校呆了12小时
但今天,我是开心的。 (:
1:27 a.m. 2010-09-30
perspective
Just read about MM Lee being admitted to hospital for chest infection, and the passing of Senior Minister of State for Foreign Affairs Balaji Sadasivan.
Feeling for the country, and suddenly all the small childish details don't really matter anymore. Its been two whole days, enough.
11:18 p.m. 2010-09-29
notes
Note to self:
1. Start doing biz law tutorials. 2. Cannot pon GV12 liao. 3. Try not to pon biz law lectures. 4. Drama rehearsal 10am on Monday. 5. INT performance preparation by Tuesday. 6. Drama performance on Wednesday. 7. INT performance on Friday. 8. Keep myself busy, 9. & stop thinking so much.
9:30 p.m. 2010-09-28
我最深爱的人伤我却是最深
Need to get a grip on myself. I can't believe how easily tears flow today, thrice. Of all the stupid stuff. I hate how easily people affects me. After all these years. After exchange. After everything, I'm still the same old me.
10:34 a.m. 2010-09-28
tuesday
Blogging away at the computers in ADM library while waiting for dooooor for lunch at can2! Typing on an actual keyboard feels very weird. Ohwells, have not been bringing laptop to school for what seemed like a very long time. I'm susposed to be doing drama script analysis now, and also the weekly reflection journal which I will do tonight. Scene-by-scene analysis is easy, but very tedious. I'm already trying to do it as fast as I can, with writing one-liners for each scenes, but it is still taking up a long long time.
Performance and Interaction class later, a class I always have fun and feels good in, despite falling asleep in the 'lecture' part sometimes, and feeling bad for it because the teacher is so nice. And then there's project meeting for our "act". I took a look at all the past year students work, and none impressed me. The problem is, I don't have a good and solid idea for myself either. And through the day I will be constantly thinking of how silent narrative editing is going, hoping the worst or worse doesn't come true, that the tape can even be digitised successfully, that all our continuity errors, technical errors and human errors are not too disgusting and can be somewhat saved and still secretly bearing the idealistic hope that miracles exist and that our visions would shine through.
10:45 p.m. 2010-09-26
stay home sunday
Decided not to post the long and incoherent entry I wrote on filming last night. Maybe after the whole editing shit and when everything is finished.
I think I like it. Sleep and slacked the day away today. Staying home all day haven't felt so good in a very long time.
ohmans its week 5. Time flies like mad.
I hate the mozzies.
1:46 a.m. 2010-09-19
confused
Haiz I'm feeling really confused.
Had a great day today with Jin eating good food around the island, and had a great night at my relative's house and playing lanterns and sparklers with my cousins. The kind of feel good warm and fuzzy feel, haven't seen them for more than half a year. Then there was the phonecall from an old friend, who lost contact for quite a long time. I seriously don't know if the decision to go tomorrow is the right one. What if I end up being all emo. And after the long day..went back home past midnight..I miss you..
5:50 a.m. 2010-09-17
6am
Just finished eating my Hotcakes with sausage meal, and still feeling awake now! Maybe the so called power nap from 9-11pm when I reached home from school really helps. Tried to sleep at 3plus but the mind wanders around thoughts of vending machines, touts of negligence, Taiwan, and Macs breakfast heh. So here I am, satisfied and decided to surf some entertainment, hence coming across this from xiaxue's blog:
"Home is not a place, it's a time." I find it so true. I didn't feel "I'm home!" at all after coming back from half a year of being overseas, probably because there is no period of time attached to Singapore, the future is so unknown. Home is a time with specific people around creating specific memories. 3251 is home when roomie & I burst into random songs and go on midnight walks. School is home when you're one with the benches, with the company of friends. 珠江绿洲 is home when everybody is so crazy, just like an episode of Friends. And home, as in home with parents, is something I know I take for granted. I guess thats why every time one returns back to a place used to call home, the feeling of home changes, for time can never be the same. ~ okay end of blogging bizlaw nao woots.
11:49 p.m. 2010-09-15
plan
ZZZ. Haven't been doing any work at all at home for the past 3 weeks. That's like, almost a quarter of the semester. -.- I've been waking up late 6 days a week, thanks to my awesome timetable. Me needs to start studying, outside.
2:26 a.m. 2010-09-15
cookie thief
Cookie Thief
A woman was waiting at the airport one night, With several long hours before her flight. She hunted for a book in the airport shop, Bought a bag of cookies and found a place to drop. She was engrossed in her book, but happened to see, That the man beside her, as bold as could be, Grabbed a cookie or two from the bag between, Which she tried to ignore to avoid a scene She read, munched cookies, and watched the clock, As the gustly "cookie thief" diminished her stock She was getting more irritated as the minutes ticked by, Thinking, "If I wasn't so nice, I'd blacken his eye!" With each cookie she took, he took one too. When only one was left, she wondered what he'd do. with a smile on his face and a nervous laugh, He took the last cookie and broke it in half. He offered her half, and he ate the other. She snatched it from him and thought, "Oh brother, This guy has some nerve, and he's also so rude, Why, he didn't even show any gratitude!" She had never known when she had been so galled, And sighed with relief when her flight was called. She gathered her belongings and headed for the gate, Refusing to look at the "thieving ingrate". She boarded the plane and sank in her seat, Then sought her book, which was almost complete. As she reached in her baggage, she gasped with surprise. There were her bag of cookies in front of her eyes! "If mine are here," she moaned with despair. "Then the others were his and he tried to share!" Too late to apologize, she realized with grief, That she was the rude one, the ingrate, the thief!!!!
1:10 a.m. 2010-09-15
getting braindead.
If grades and group work don't matter, I would have easily filmed a short film with dot at our favourite Hall 2 vending machine.
2:29 a.m. 2010-09-14
that
This time last year, was pretty dramatic. And I kept getting reminded of them these days. Yesterday night on msn was a result of thinking too much..leading to thinking of that, and today at the benches reminded me of two extremely short and specific moments during foc & papa last year..which made me happy and sad at the same time..which also reminded me of the first that. Haha oh wells.
9:47 p.m. 2010-09-13
demoralized
I love the teacher, he amuses me and made me laugh throughout class.
The problem is, the freaking shakuhachi doesn't make any sound!! Can't believe I'm watching youtube videos on "how to play a shakuhachi" now. -.- Suddenly biz law seems much easier. RAWR.
6:16 p.m. 2010-09-11
meow.
tears flow at the strangest things.
10:19 p.m. 2010-09-09
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shitttttttttt. reminds me why I hate these things.
9:37 p.m. 2010-09-09
thursday blues
I really like ADM270's lecturer, I like the class content, I like the classmates, I like my presentation group.
But I'm gonna drop it because.. FREAKING TIRED. 9am-12pm: ADM270 1pm-4pm: GV12 4pm-530pm: Bizlaw tutorial 530pm-7pm: Radio prac 7pm-9pm: Radio booth So dead tired. & I didn't even go for bizlaw today -.-
6:46 p.m. 2010-09-08
yay
CDP101 makes me scared because EVERYBODY IS LIKE SO PRO! The only advantage I have is that I actually know the Russian names and well, theory parts. -.- But bellcurve aside, its happiness ^^ Whatever happpens, and whatever goes wrong in the semester, I will be happy because of INT & CDP. :D
Now, the teachers who promised to add, please do so asap, STARS is ending soon!
8:12 p.m. 2010-09-07
happiness
Giving up a free day for this, ITS WORTH IT. :D
INT270 makes me a very happy girl. :D Had lots of fun today, the performance art he showed us were intriguing, and then there was a whole lot of FOC-ish and theatre games. We know everybody's names, invent stories, sing songs and harmonize, and walk around the room blindfolded. Making new friends and the class makes me happy! Hope CDP101 tomorrow would be good too, then I can declare this the best semester in NTU! ^^
11:25 a.m. 2010-09-07
d
Okay made a decision, will drop adm270 if we get the radio slot.
4:52 p.m. 2010-09-06
siao
Performing mods: AAI490 CDP101 INT270 206-ish mods: COM225 ADM270 GV12 Radio Prac & Biz law.
damn siaoz omg.
2:02 a.m. 2010-09-06
First weekend
First weekend is over way too fast! At least its productive!
Back in school for biz law lecture An hour sleep on the bus ride to Vivo A whole afternoon with FA at pacific coffee indulged with caramel latte Resorts World Voyage la da vie circus show with xinyisiokyitsuqincheryltiffy Complete with a nice dinner at white dog cafe Macs with FA again at midnight Long 12 hours sleep Collect holga photos Poker, Game of Life, Saboteur & Billionaire with duizhangsuccessorkenzhi Burger King $8 nett KBOX, comes with drink & tidbits met FA again late at night. Weekend, so happy, so productive. :D
10:25 p.m. 2010-09-03
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The first week of school is officially over.
There's already people mugging and doing readings on the second day of school..and by now..many people I guess. I HAVENT EVEN SORT OUT TAIWAN PHOTOS YET! holiday mood still, die. At least I finished watching Unriddle. =X
1:04 p.m. 2010-09-03
crosses
Exchange report (13th-17th) Intern data sheet (7th) Notebook roadshow (6th-8th) PI Briefing (6th)
2:38 a.m. 2010-09-03
long
I had a really great (and long) day today. Seeing people whom I haven't seen for so long/ seeing people whom I see everyday in China/ seeing people whom I keep seeing almost everyday in the past few days still feels good. Time actually passes super fast with friends around even tho you're doing nothing except benching and camping stars.
First there was the freshie welcome lunch buffet (mushroom soup love!), then there was peggy poo's hilarious GV12 (suddenly reminded of zuohan's audience are animals omg damn funny), chron welcome tea buffet (okay i'm a pig), 神木与瞳campus concert with CXY (host & Y2J damn funny throughout the concert! laugh until stomachache~), back to school for homecoming, beer and icecream (huge success man. first time so many people! amazing!)and then Macs supper on the way home to counter the alcoholic effect hehehe.
1:16 a.m. 2010-09-02
san
So school officially started. Despite all the negativities and screwed up expectations looming the air, its not bad. Only been to school for two days, but seeing school again, seeing so many familiar and unfamiliar faces, saying hi to people, and talking to the closer ones and catching up, feels good.
* Holland V Nasi Lemak with Candy on Saturday, Bt Batok Hokkien Mee with parents on Sunday, Mos burger with Jason & Syahidah on Monday, Grilled fish spag with Benjy on Tuesday, & Jap food with Jin at Bugis today. I could totally live like this everyday man, with good food. All the SINGAPOREAN FOOD I MISS! XD * STARS is making me very stressed. I should be grateful that I got the modules I want most. Now for the modules I want second-most....and I must be the only Year 3 around not taking any upper level module. Feels like I'm back in Beijing, playing my semester away with 4 non-examinable modules.
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