12:23 a.m. 2013-10-31
why
Broke my mediacorp record by staying in office from 9am to 1130pm. and I only left to catch the last bus. emailed some links to myself and continued reading on the bus.. went home, continue thinking about work, checked and realized something is wrong.. so I'll be in office at like 8 to edit the mistake before boss comes in.
THIS IS EXTREME RIGHT??? 很不习惯这样的我,觉得自己疯了 就是这个意思。
1:44 a.m. 2013-10-23
only the second day
so I spent 12 hours at work today secretly dropped my first tear and continued at midnight back home
on my own accord. i am happy. just that this whole thing is very abnormal. i feel like a weirdo. is this a good thing? ps: friends please ask me out for dinner, in case I end up working 12 hours everyday.
11:07 p.m. 2013-10-19
期待
其实我真的很期待 面试后紧张到不行 虽然之前一直都很矛盾 但那两天的等待时间让我觉得 也许我的心就在这里 虽然后来不完全是好消息 但以乐观的角度来看 知道,听说,也亲自体会过 要正式入行是多么的困难 所以,现在这样 已经算很好很好了 加油加油加油
9:42 p.m. 2013-10-19
runrunrun
六點起身,七點吃麥當勞早餐 八點,九點,十點,十一點 running man 終於登場 其實也不怎麼在乎那幾秒鐘的fangirlism 反而是整個瘋狂神經病的經驗 老了,也許,是最後一次了 jihyo 粉絲好像最多,現場男生也很多 sukjin所得到的歡呼也不比其他人少,我覺得好溫馨
被擠在人群中,我有三個領悟: 一。保安從七點就不斷地趕人,罵人,恐嚇人(很凶咯)... 後來jp內外人多到無法控制..他們還蠻辛苦的。 二。我們剛好站在大樹旁邊,而有些人因為被樹枝和葉子擋住,開始把樹枝和葉子拔掉... 我很想大喊,它們是無辜的啊!況且在充滿carbon dioxide的環境中,它提供我們氧氣... 三。後來剛好擠到兩名男生中間,發現...女生一直推一直推(煩死了),但男生不會,他們只會被女生推~^^
3:11 p.m. 2013-10-13
開心慶生日
剛剛為了慶祝老爸的生日,去了chip bee gardens的意大利餐馆吃restaurant week的菜單...
他們大概沒有吃過高級意大利餐吧,雖然其實並不高級... 可是最讓我覺得難得和開心的就是...他們開始聊起去澳大利亞度蜜月的時光,老爸還把行程記得清清楚楚。他們後來也聊起以前在甘榜生活的日子...
2:22 a.m. 2013-10-06
綜藝
最近都在看綜藝節目..發現原來新加坡也有本地版本的running man..
我...想做這個節目...把它做得更好.. 和drama一樣,一開始以為還好,入行後才發現原來很難...才開始appreciate all the hard work behind the scenes.. 現在嘗試從另外一個角度看variety,無意地分析..發現也真不簡單.. 真是越看越矛盾啊!
1:21 a.m. 2013-10-03
depression
I feel lost, as much as I seem to be carefree and optimistic. I plan trips and get lost in dreams of traveling the world, but reality sinks in from time to time. I message people with hahahaha, yet feeling the emptiness of these words. I treat myself well, with a lump in thy throat.
很久,很久沒哭那麼多了 那天錦蘭問,你一向來都那麼感性的啊? 我只是默默點頭,我從小都是 只是已經很久,很久沒有人那樣說我了 anyway..notes to self.. 千万不要相信流言蜚语.. 不需要改变自己,可是必须学会不同的应对方式..
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