2:30 a.m. 2013-05-28
eggs in depression.
I freaking hate how I'm single and feeling the crap that comes from a relationship from HER. I swear if i run away from home someday it will be because of eggs. And the worst part is I can't just break up with her. Always feeling so evil and mean and heartbroken at the same time. I WANT MY EGGS.
7:31 p.m. 2013-05-24
vesak day at home
feeling guilty for rotting and watching running man at home when i'm supposed to be doing work so that i won't feel so guilty about my incompetence. sigh. Its vesak day and i refuse to go into the hot and crowded singapore but wishing that i'm in taiwan or anywhere else instead. sigh. jiayoujiayoujiayou.
4:49 p.m. 2013-05-18
ways to die.
-hang yourself with the hose in the toilet. -rub strawberry body shop gel on yourself. -be found naked with your red fbt shorts on. -sell yourself to the garang kuni, at least you know how much you are worth before dying. -choke on the seaweed u bought from korea. -understand that thats the last of your happy food from korea, can die with no regrets.
just for future script references. :)
8:24 p.m. 2013-05-17
meh
After 很多杯咖啡,終於交了兩集稿,catch up on 新分場...回到公司就greeted by a new intern. 一直被提醒自己不再是最小,而且時間已經流逝了那麼多...time really flies..又得知要過組去寫一個我完全不懂的題材...真的怕了>< 今天也去採訪了製作皮鞋的老人,really reminds me of fyp times when we spent months listening to old people telling their stories..依然有一樣的感觸..
5:51 p.m. 2013-05-15
something I came across while researching for work.
爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱他!! 当你经历过爱与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的, 也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的,在现实生活中, 由于种种原因真心相爱的人并不一定能在一起; 你最爱的,往往没有选择你; 最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的; 而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱的,也不是最爱你的。 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人, 才会真的和你永远在一起! 没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你, 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了, 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你; 同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。 当一个人不爱你要离开你, 你要问自己还爱不爱他(她), 如果你也不爱他(她)了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开; 如果你还爱他(她),你应该会希望他(她)过得幸福快乐, 希望他(她)跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止, 你要是阻止他(她)得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他(她)了, 而如果你不爱他(她),你又有什么资格指责他(她)变心呢? 爱不是占有!!! 你喜欢星星,不可能把星星拿下来放在脸盆里, 但星星的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有, 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆, 如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子──爱他的好,也爱他的坏: 爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点, 绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子, 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的, 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你; 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得; 分开是一种必然的考验, 如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输, 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候, 最喜欢叫对方发誓,许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓, 就是因为我们不相信对方,我们根本不相信情人, 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际。 海枯石烂、地老天荒,都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒; 就算会,也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意,不要许下可以实现的诺言, 最好是承诺做不到的事, 反正做不到的,随便说说也不要紧, 请记住:�不可能实现的诺言最动人� 在爱情里,说的是一套,做的是另一套; 讲的人不相信,听的人也不相信 �� 茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?谁又遇见了你
6:35 p.m. 2013-05-11
wrote this last night at macs.
It�s like a habit. I�m currently sitting at a newly renovated BPP macs; despite a brand new layout with extra partitions all over the place, the table that I have subconsciously chosen was the exact table that xinyi, suqin & I sat at to write our com402�s media law essay overnight more than a year ago. It was one of the two tables that had a powerpoint then. They were however subsequently covered up but it remained one of my �usual� table.
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