3:12 a.m. 2012-01-31
vday shoot
so I shot this super sweet couple today for work. portrait meets wedding shoot ish. There were lots of walking involved but the actual shoots were super fast, done in a minute. proud of myself for not tweeting all the stuff that I wanted to tweet/say then. sigh. why liddat. $_$
5:55 p.m. 2012-01-29
fyp values
Doing this FYP that shows me all the good things in humanity, only to hit even harder that this humanity doesn't exist in my life. To think how selfish, only knowing how to say no to things that are not necessarily bad, and not knowing how to say yes to things that are necessarily good. It's all the years of growing up, being robbed of the things all kids deserve. Being accused of being anti-social, watching the girls beg and cry for me-these are the memories I remember. Everyone could tell, people spoke up for me in different ways, no use. Sometimes I was angry, sometimes I didn't care. I'm hurt easily, but never because of them. They just didn't seem important enough, or I just felt that I was right and they're not worth being upset over. It is just easy to not care, and that became life-not caring. Thinking about all our interviewees, with all their stories to tell and share. And then thinking about them, what have they taught? All I can think of is materialistic and physical acts. Perhaps it's not because I didn't care, perhaps there is actually nothing to care about.
4:10 p.m. 2012-01-29
eff
maggie mee for reunion and tears on birthday
8:30 p.m. 2012-01-28
ridiculous poetry
when you feel like escaping from the world escaping from life when you feel suffocated manipulated by the vulnerable self top of the head squished down to the tummy start to notice and accept someday these inner workings of the body
7:06 p.m. 2012-01-28
awesome
greeted by a surprise at the very very beginning and then the de javu of koi and steamboat and ktv and spilling of drinks all over and walking in the cool midnight air. there was the dashing across the roads throwing caution to the wind like a bunch of drunken kids. ended up sitting in starbucks chatting about the craziest and most amusing things ever for hours, laughed so much and only to take night rider home at 4am woo.
7:21 p.m. 2012-01-26
random updates
CNY this year was rather pathetic, but life after CNY has been pretty awesome so far. (:
I can't believe the only time I had dinner with people at the dining table, and the only time I gambled this CNY, was at CXY's house playing mahjong. Kicked off work for the dragon year with a day of limbing/ riding/ sliding/ splashing/ etc at Sentosa with Jin. More shoots coming up which are good I need the money! Almost everyday for the next few weeks are packed as well, with gatherings and outings. The UW interns, the drama peeps, the china gang.. FYP is worrying, but not stressful. I think our project is really one of the most chill and fun ones around! It's less than a month to Perth and it's really more of what we are learning in class about travel writing that excites me, more than the actual trip itself. 还可以让我肚子搅神经病
1:00 a.m. 2012-01-14
"Are you angry at me?"
I finally talked to Kaychin again today at the Go-far launch, for quite a while. 以为他生我的气,终于放下那块石。Pretty confirmed that it is impossible to take advanced photojournalism this semester, but he encouraged me to do illustrated fyp. It's amazing how his encouragements always give me so much more confidence than I really have. 还真的蛮感动的。^^
2:31 a.m. 2012-01-12
神经病
今天是开心的。 My twitter today when I was on the bus says:
blurblurkiddy me lor =) I tweet on a high :/ 6 hours ago blurblurkiddy me lor =) Buying gongcha to end this awesome day. :D 6 hours ago blurblurkiddy me lor =) Also I am an open book on twitter just with the use of different languages and frequency of tweeting. #damnwhyliddat 6 hours ago blurblurkiddy me lor =) 我觉得我今天好理智,有点难以置信。 6 hours ago blurblurkiddy me lor =) 梦想梦想,好,这就是我今年的梦想。(: 6 hours ago blurblurkiddy me lor =) 傻瓜~我们都一样~ 傻笑傻笑傻笑。 6 hours ago blurblurkiddy me lor =) Wanderlust makes my heart beats the whole day today :D can't stop smiling smiling smiling 6 hours ago blurblurkiddy me lor =) And today was awesome. @cxyyy ;) 6 hours ago
2:07 a.m. 2012-01-06
taiwan trip 2011-2012
I spent an interesting 11 days in Taiwan with the family and despite all the things I've been complaining about, I'm glad. (:
回到石头的家,阿姨和所有的人的亲切和热情让我一次一次感动。一年前想带老妈去石头的家的愿望也实现了,她也好喜欢那里,好喜欢花莲。那里好温暖;放天灯,妈开心,和陈先生张先生的互动,爸开心。而这次的旅程,就是要父母开心。石头的家,我一定还会回去。那里已经成为我在台湾的家。 去年独自在淡水过七夕情人节,看到庆祝活动、两道彩虹、烟火、看见淡水市长跳舞。今年的平安夜也在淡水过,可是市长这次没有跳舞,也少了那双虹。这次不是一个人,却多了好多泪水和伤痛。拍出来的照片,也多了一份感伤吧。 之前台湾环岛旅行,就特别喜欢宜兰。(最喜欢的大概就是宜兰和阿里山吧!)每个地方都有自己的味道,而我当时就觉得宜兰好平静,好亲切。这次也把宜兰安排在行程里,虽然逗留不久,只去了三星和罗东,觉得宜兰还是很平静,很舒服~ 最后我的另一个梦想也达成了!在台北市府前迎接2012年!足足站了近12小时;从下午的彩排,和朋友相遇,五月天的迷你开场演唱会,人挤人的经验(虽然没我想像中糟),在high中随着音乐摇摆,最后的倒数,台北101的烟花表演,罗志祥压轴的载歌载舞,脱离火海般的exit,和那捷运外的长龙。 过后完全没有体力,脚板好痛,表面上装着没事,只能tweet说自己老了. 这次的台湾之旅,大概这样啦!
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