last hall entry
8:50 p.m. || 2009-04-29


8:50 p.m. 2009-04-29 last hall entry
This is the last time blogging in Hall 2, 3-2-51. Everything is packed, except for thy laptop. Ended up with almost 30 bags full of things to bring back, (and have already brought back 8 bags the last time) and erm throwing away 5 bags. Don't bear to throw..

Finding things I didn't knew was there..like hidden cup noodles. Finding things that gives a weird sense of nolstagia, like com203 notes.

OKay,parents here. officially going GONE.


7:52 a.m. 2009-04-29 filament 09
Filament 2 nights in a row. The FYPs were good and some were pretty touching. My favourites are the second items for each night--Make.Shift. & The Same Ties That Bind. Its nice seeing the screening room gets so crowded with familiar faces & its nice sitting on the floor in front (feels like kids again HAHA.) Yay for good food, shokudo, xiaolongbaos & cupcakes heh. The escapade to SAM's second floor with a group of running & screaming girls was pretty exciting, except the second night we tried the lift again and it wouldn't open. Told roomie who interned at SAM & she said there were stories about artsy ghosts there. Pretty cool huh, ghosts who appreciate the arts. (:


3:58 a.m. 2009-04-27 红星大奖
Today got to be the most family-friendly Sunday spent in a very very long time.

Slept in till 230pm, ate lunch my dad bought and went BPP with Huimin. Smuggled Macs chocolate milkshake into the library! Got 'pestered' by a librarian/security guard looking Malay guy cos he says we were blocking the way and blocking the shelves. -__-" Bought & watched The Perfect Cut 2! Borrowed books too, reading & watching shows here I come! :D Shared a subway foot long student meal for dinner just like old times. Walked around BPP and gosh it changed quite a bit! Got a few new food shops! (:

Home after that for Stars Awards. Watching that with my parents feel like being young again. From the times when I'm rooting for ChenLiping because all kids know from TV is aiyoyo-laoshi. & I remember my mum used to like Xiangyun and Ivy Lee. To the years when Sharon Au was at her peak, the times when she can clinch 3 awards in one night. Then to the time after she left when I don't really watch tv anymore. This year is really different tho, all the new patterns of announcing the winners. I'm really glad Chor meng & Joanne Peh won, think the respective roles they played were brillant. (:

从小追看电视明星,现在疏离了,还是有所感动。


11:52 p.m. 2009-04-25 If there is seasons
Watched 天冷就回来If there’s seasons today.

The sets of New York City remind me of the sets of Westside Story. The huge tree branch hanging over the stage reminds me of my silly little girl & funny old tree. The ensemble work reminds me of B & B.The 60s/70s Singapore scenes remind me of Family and Sunlight. The very simple couple dance & choreography reminds me of my IS dance.

I miss theatre so much.

为了理想放弃爱情, 还是为了爱情放弃理想?

Dreams and desires. The storyline is quite touching, and it depicts reality too. Life is indeed fleeting and transient; you never know when you will die, or when loved ones will leave you. Changes in life, like the four seasons, are inevitable. The tree may grow new leaves, but after experiencing so much, for better or for the worse—it will never be the same again.

In a way the role of Rose is so identifiable to me. Right from the acting of a cat (dot can testify that I’ve been a cat in sec 3 ;)) to her persistence & determination in going after what she wants, be it the person she loves or her dreams and to her straightforward & bubbly nature. Joanna Dong did a fantastic job playing Rose, I wish I were her.

This is really love. Passion. Be it a lead, or part of the ensemble cast, or a backstage crew. Just being swept up in another world which is bursting with positive energy all round. It’s simply magical. Living for the moment, right there and then. It’s acting, it’s also taking a persona and being free. It’s a kind of exhiliberating freedom which can only be explained with absurdist theories. ;)

Every production is different, everybody you worked with is different. But the love is constant, the passion is universal, and the magic never fails to amaze. And this is what theatre is.


1:30 a.m. 2009-04-24 year 1 sem 2 reflections.
Sem 2 is way different from Sem 1, and I thought Sem 1 was bad. I actually managed to watch dramas, play computer games (NOT fb), participate in hall activities, suppers & birthday celebrations, midnight random wandering & zi-highing with roomie, go out with old friends etc. This sem..is about the two intensive hell periods lasting for like three weeks each, clashing with anniversaries, birthdays & Valentines.

Projects-intensive. Stuff were started early well intended to be completed early, and everything ends up with drafts and more drafts and consultations and more drafts. There were high standards, high expectations, and high quality. There were many conflicts, annoyances, disagreements, stress.(There were so many groupwork, I'm not pointing to any in particular so if anyone is reading pls don't be offended.) It was challenging but rewarding. Thankful to work with friends, who despite everything, left fond & fun memories. <3 The fondest of all being the hilourous compliance skit & the exploring of haunted innovation center & estates.

Exams end up being the most relaxing part of Sem 2, because of the realization of the fact that exams is for yourself. Responsibility. There is the freedom to choose to study or not to study for it and the freedom to study whenever and whereever you want. It doesn't matter how it will affect the group's grades, dynamics & relationships. (and 254 theories come in again. sheesh.)

I've been out studying quite a bit during the 2-3 weeks of exam times. At JP starbucks enough times for the girl at the counter to comment "You always come here right? Hi I'm Lyn. What's your name?" Been at ADM library enough times to concidentally meet KJ & Jiching there, and to concidentally see Mrs C there on another occasion, and to see someone run up to hug her. I was in such a dilemma whether to say Hi, but didn't in the end because it just seems so weird at the moment. Sigh, I miss her, I even dreamt about her that night. :( Been to ACRC, CS benches, Can A macs, BoonLay library & Casualpoet as well. Haha, I just can't stay still. ;)

Another difference is that Sem 1 you get to see everyone around, Sem 2 things start to change and suddenly some people just disappear and you don't see them around anymore. Instead you start seeing the same people around everyday, especially when there's so many projects and group assignments. Both good & bad, and 254's knowledge bank from the friendship, dynamics & intimacy chapters come in again. ;) Next sem we are left with one core which has no groupwork. Some people are even going for exchange already. With the aftermath of FOC, seems like much dynamics are going to change. From Sem 1 to Sem 2 it has already changed so much. Just by looking at the people around: some people changes completely, some show their true colours. Politics start to emerge, especially with the FOC incidents. The truth about life. But enough with the pessimism, I believe true friends stick with you no matter what.^^ (No I don't want to talk about social exchange theory, LOL)

Academic-wise, there has been great teachers. Bo & Benjy, can tell that they're really commited and helpful. Romantic music, candlelights & merci chocolates for lectures~ awesomeness. what can beat that? :D I regret not paying attention to/attending the crapp modules, but aye the harm's done. Haha, lesson learned--pay attention and don't pon no matter how crappish & useless it seems/is. 23 AUs is nuts, I'll be stupid to take what I want to take next sem (2 CS mods, chinese song lyrics, TCM, drama, jap, lit/socio-related mod, + go for SOJOURN program + do radio fusion + paparazzi commitments.) Please stop me(during registration time)if I get too ambitious then!

yea. Hell of a sem. Physically & Emotionally. Its amazing how we all survived. But yea we did. (: HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!


2:49 a.m. 2009-04-22 post-exams
Ben & Jerry Free Cone. First time queuing!
KJ's attempted makeover. HAHA sounds wrong.
BishyBashy. bishbishbishbish.
Para-Para. First time playing!
Carls Junior. First time there!
Sushi Tei. salmon & ikura damn nice!
Starbucks. cakes. 只能说无言感动.
猜拳!First time playing!
all the fun & laughter, peace & joy. gentings, teletubbies and whatsnots. (:

awesome post-exam celebrations with awesome firsts, awesome food & awesome friends. <3


6:52 p.m. 2009-04-20 planplanplanhaha.
OK IM GOING TO 254 UNTIL MIDNIGHT
AND 205 MIDNIGHT TO WHATEVER TIME I FINISH OR DIE.

note: ask evadne to wake me up tml! (:


6:48 p.m. 2009-04-20 :(
damn I would have enjoyed today 254ing if not for the stupid 205 nagging at the back of the head. @_@


6:55 p.m. 2009-04-19 (:
stressed again.

and really thankful yet again to someone whom I refuse to admit. haha.

JIAYOU.


11:39 a.m. 2009-04-17 GOGOGO.
GOGOGO. 4 DOWN 2 TO GO! :D


10:46 a.m. 2009-04-14 WHEEEEE~
LESS THAN ONE DAY TO EXAMS!
WOOHOO~
DON'T CARE ALREADY.
LALALA~


1:47 a.m. 2009-04-13 STARBUCKS
Was at JP starbucks today. There was a group of guys sitting besides me. Then there was this woman. She changes seats 4 times. She also left her books on the table and went off with her bag for long periods of time, 6 times.

Sidetrack: Ironically I went there to escape the distractions of my laptop. AND there was 3 laptops (the group of guys) to my right, and 2 laptops (a couple) to my left, and 1 laptop to my left left (a chio European-Chinese looking girl). So much for no laptops. -__-"

ANYWAY. there's 4 powerpoints near my seat. shared by the SIX laptops. The woman who keep moving about came over to stare at the powerpoint. (urm ya if you know starbucks JP, the powerpoints are UNDER the seats, which is quite -___-" to stare at because. ahem.) Ya then the group of guys kind of unplug, plug, unplug, climb here climb there blahblah for 10 minutes helping the woman to plug her thing in. -___-"

Then after 6 hours or so, when the guys are about to leave, the woman came over and ask them questions like 'where are you guys from?' and introducing herself and they ended up talking about LAW and FINANCE? like OMG. Is she flirting or what! & somemore the guys are the cheena types and the woman was the posh angmoh type, from my observations heh.

haha, I was quite annoyed by the woman and quite amazed that the guys were so nice. It was a pretty interesting 10 hours spent, tho maybe I spent more time participating in participant-observation rather than studying about it. :P


12:06 a.m. 2009-04-12 anniversary
Our 3 years anniversay. (:

Chicken, Meiji yogurt & card games into the night.

Its the little things that touched me.
The sweetness. The understanding.
Love(:


2:05 a.m. 2009-04-10 wishes
Somehow I can't seem to study/ have mood to study in hall/home.

I wish for..
ADM library to open 24/7.
Can A Macs to be nearer to hall.
Friends at CS benches to study with.
Starbucks to be cheaper.
Time-to spend reading up on interesting things,(ie 206 history stuff, 254 neverending papers online)which are not worth spending time on for exams.

my birthday wishes. HAHA. (:


11:17 p.m. 2009-04-09 Other
OTHER
A concept that can be traced back to the work of Hegel, and to be found in a variety of approaches to epistemology, questions of cultural identity and psychoanalysis. Amongst others, a treatment of this notion is in the writings of Lacan, in Sartrean existentialism, Derridean deconstruction, and Edward Said's analysis of the colonial European study of Oriental cultures, Orientalism. The term, not surprisingly, is highly ambiguous. In the context of theories of cultures, perhaps the most prominent contemporary use of this notion has been made by Said. In these terms, the Other may be designated as a form of cultural projection of concepts. This projection constructs the identities of cultural subjects through a relationship of power in which the Other is the subjugated element. In claiming knowledge about 'orientals' what Orientalism did was construct them as its own (European) Other. Through describing purportedly 'oriental' characteristics (irrational, uncivilised etc), Orientalism provided a defination not of the real oriental identity but of European identity in terms of the oppositions which structured its account. Hence 'irrational' Other presupposes and is presuspposed by 'rational self'. The construction of the Other in Orientalist discourse, then is a matter of asserting self-identity, and the issue of the European account of the Oriental Other is thereby rendered a question of power.

Yes the above is plagarism but I DON'T CARE. :D


11:16 p.m. 2009-04-08 Nowadays.
Drained.
Numb.
Heck.
Guilt.
Craziness.
Sad.
Scared.
Reflective.
Touched.
Dependence.
Drive.
Significance.


4:42 p.m. 2009-04-03 crazy week
Its been a crazy week.

Doing badly for quizzes.
Affected by a friend.
Lost my temper.
202206208254.
Concidentally catching up with an old friend(:
Impatience leading to withdrawal.
Human Cluedo. Self reflections.
Roomie's.
A stroke of luck for improv speech.(:

I know why this week's been so horrible.
The sense of helplessness that I get so easily wrapped up in emotionally.
3 times. 3 situations. 3 different people.

There's comforts in all the littlest acts and things which mean the world to me. Thanks you all.(:

I will be less moody and bad mood from now!


10:34 p.m. 2009-04-01 please.
Slept 12 hours last night. Its a weekday. Now its barely 1030pm and I'm sleepy.

I think I'm emotionally tired.
Exams are coming.
No more, please.


6:39 p.m. 2009-04-01 :(
wonders whats going on.
NEED TO FOCUS
darn 254 term paper.
and I thought 253 term paper was bad.

MOTIVATE ME! :(

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