2:40 a.m. 2009-09-30
freak.
GIVE UP.
I will be dead by the end of the week. sleeping 4 hours in total a day, (including naps) cannot do. :( Why is recess week freaking stressful! Physically, emotionally, mentally.
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5:45 p.m. 2009-09-27
moo
Mugging with Huimin, super concidental! I was at Psy chp 2, about Biopsychology & Neuroscience! She was studying Bio, the nervous system chapter!
COOL RIGHT. hahaha I'm super high now. Cos I actually know stuff like what are synapses and sec sch bio stuff. LOL. whee~ xD ~ okay, talked to friends, found out more stuff about..people and stuff. talked to parents, made my decision and I gotta pay for it myself. yupps. Hope everything's settled and be at peace..although I can't deny certain things..
~ happy birthday. (:
12:28 p.m. 2009-09-26
~
Some things are easier to let go than others.
Can't believe this decision is harder to make than the decision a week ago. Bloody ridiculous~
1:48 a.m. 2009-09-26
smile.s
Freak, I need something cheery here.
:D (: ^^ xD =) :D
6:48 p.m. 2009-09-24
psychoanalysis can replace many words
Psychoanalysis, yet again. How apt, straight after 207 midterms. Innocent conversations which hurts so. Amidst drowning in maple syrup. Nothing beats Macs breakfast with a bunch of good friends. It was a happy occasion, the dilemma of stepping in is not.
Psy study: How funny. A chance to reflect, which I conveniently blocked. Why the torture? One bloody credit that stands for 1%? geez.
Lyrics class: The last class, wenfu laoshi gave back and talked about our last assignment 3 weeks ago. I was more touched by the rare two people who wrote about mother/father love. I don't remember what I wrote about 3 weeks ago, so it came as a shock when I saw how apt my lyrics relate to my 3 weeks later. It makes me wonder, could it be that all along I know this will happen, or it is that I want this to happen unconsciously all along? Not only fitting the content, but the mood and attitude towards it fit too. Mr Freud, why? Paparazzi & midterms: The rehearsals shedule for next week is out. Everyday. Now to re-find my passion for theatre and to transfer my love for two-oh-seven to the oh-so-lovable psychology. while I pretend, forensics 221 & news prac are non-existent. project mug-till-you-die begins. who's dying with me?
5:42 p.m. 2009-09-23
lalala
When more and more things screw up and things go badly, I think of the good things in life I have now and appreciate them more. (:
7:52 a.m. 2009-09-23
early
Feeling slack already.. didn't do anything last night after lyrics which ended damn late at almost 11pm.. and everyone around me is like..203 257 221 & 207-ing..
Slept early and my body clock woke me up early..and then I see fb status and blogs timed at 4+ am..and I start to feel a little guilty..and scotto's "I don't give a damn" song/cheer came into mind..haha.. Forensics mock midterms later..I'm still wondering to S/U forensics or psy..really not looking forward to recess week..I see a highly stressed and irritable Supei during recess week..die lah, how to do theatre? and please get paparazzi tickets from me, thanks.
8:32 p.m. 2009-09-21
paradox
-Resists the urge to blog- This is a paradox. -.- and I think the Palo Alto Group said something about it..
3rd day.
I think I'm falling sick..
12:33 p.m. 2009-09-21
F
Drama workshop = Psychoanalysis?
3:02 a.m. 2009-09-21
zennified.
It feels weird, that I seem to be more affected by certain things than others. I can't believe I can be distracted with certain things and not even think of other certain things. It feels wrong, and kind of scary..
What a day. The record for this semester, 230am, lunch & dinner included. xD Feeling zen: feeling awake but not sure if you're really awake. This zen feeling is so familiar.. Cranky too..sigh and I know why. cos I'm jealous. :( roomie I miss you.
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20/09/2009, 0920! :D
2:48 a.m. 2009-09-20
sin
sinful, oh-so-sinful. thanks xinyi for the treat. :)
robert e park is such a sexist. hopes tmr will be a good day.
10:32 p.m. 2009-09-18
nice weather.
The weather is very nice today. Makes me stay at the same place for more 12 hours and counting..
1:42 a.m. 2009-09-18
9-1
What might be a 9am-11am day in school turned out to be a 9am-1am rather out-of-the-ordinary day.
It feels good, you know. How easily it is to seep back into that comfort zone, the things I used to take for granted. The old familarities, the old environment. Come to think of it, they are not that old. Only a year, yet long enough to have such a profound attachment to. ~I went for com207 lecture. (I Levin-ed.) ~I went to can A for lunch. (I contemplated if people can fly.) ~I went for Psy study thing at S4. (I gave up.) ~I collect new EZlink card at SSC. (I up-ed.) ~I sank into the comfy sofa there. (I indulged.) ~I waited. (I transcend time and space.) ~I shaved ice. (I told ghost stories.) ~I went Adm library. (I jellybeaned.) ~I chicken chop-ed & tehbing-ed. (I hid.) ~I went Nanyang Mart. (I greened.) ~I went Adm. (I open-ed lab) A totally unexpected day of old familarities, in many many ways. Even though sometimes there may be uncertainties that certain things may fade away with time, its heartwarming to realise that perhaps, good old things are here to stay and all they require is the opportunity to resurface. Even though sometimes doubts inevitably creep in yet again. Or perhaps, I'm still scared. Oh well, life.
4:32 p.m. 2009-09-17
QUAH
JASON QUAH STOP READING WANT TO READ AT LEAST DONT READ IN FRONT OF ME LAH!
1:12 a.m. 2009-09-16
没有人
我問你最近認識什麼人 你的沉默已經比你先承認 沒有 你對我說沒有人
我陪你開車兜圈昏沉沉 你的擁抱說著你的不誠懇 沒有 我對我說沒有人 你為他失了魂 你為他從早到晚等著電話等著沒有人 你曾經對我說 這世界上沒有人會像我為你被風吹不冷 哦 沒有人 你車上開始出現你我從來不愛聽的歌 你曾經對我說 這世界上沒有人會帶走一點你對我的真 待我問候沒有人 ~ 这是曾宝仪唱的《没有人》,算是小时候听过的歌吧。旋律的确吸引人,歌词也很真实。若emo还挺适合的。哈哈,待我问候没有人~ 今天是最后第二堂课了。王芮齐老师分享了很多他创作的经历和热忱, 听得还满感动的。没错,生活就是要做自己喜欢的事,辛苦也快乐。夜晚散步,沉淀心情,真的是件很享受的事,感同身受,只可惜~ 后来他点出一些同学的作品表扬,说了一些话。明知道自己根本没办法和那些经验丰富的同学比,明知道他们要成为市场上的作词人,明知道我开始加入时只不过想打发当时假期的时间~ 不知道为什么感觉伤痛,都没有说不好只是没有说好,而只不过是上过四堂课的老师,为何在乎?真是莫名其妙。。真是太容易被被人影响了~
6:16 p.m. 2009-09-13
stone.
I read someone's blog, someone from school. Things that I try to hide, from myself and from people around. Sigh, every line she blogged is so true, and unbelievable accurate in depicting how I feel. & I'm not even close to her..LOL.
My blog entires all seem to be super dull and of the same type recently. Ohwells, I guess that's how life will be like until after paparazzi on 3rd Oct. Midterms, quizzes, midterms. mugger mode on~ I swear, time passes way too fast.
3:06 a.m. 2009-09-12
:D
done with com221 assignment! yayyy~ after spending the past 2 days on it. thank you to all who helped/offered to help! :D
the first official papa full run today with crew is surprisingly okay! yayy so glad for the crew that came down, thank you guys so much! :D now to attempt to catch up on all the 207 readings tmr. :D
1:41 a.m. 2009-09-10
sad step.
Certain insensitivities.
Pretty emotional today, dammit. A certain dejavu-ness from 2 weeks ago. gosh. i hate emonemos. but then, as i believe, there's always bright sides.
2:46 a.m. 2009-09-09
sleepdebt
Damn, I feel annoyed when people sign out of msn one by one. Everyone was online just now and now the last of my "favourites" is gone..
I want to sleep too. >_< getting sick and tired of journ.. feels like saying..I quit..
2:16 a.m. 2009-09-04
week
And here goes:
1.lyrics assignment(due 3rd)
2.30 seconds to fame article (due 4th)
3.max brenner article(due 6th) 4.singlish ops article (due 9th) 5.bizarre food article(due 9th) 6.com221 test one (due 16th)
read: 7.com207
8.psy
9.com221newspapers 10.forensics with school and rehearsals and outside classes..win lors. ):
11:47 p.m. 2009-09-02
unchecked
Needs a checklist.
4 articles within the next 2 weeks. and news prac is settled. lyrics assignment, due in 24 hours. needs catching up & understanding psy & forensics. paparazzi. 3rd October BUY TICKETS FROM ME! pretty please? (:
11:01 p.m. 2009-09-01
unfine.
Thanks, haribos. (: ~
2 quizzes today. I thought 207 was fine. It wasn't. I disappoint myself. I thought psy was fine. It wasn't. Zero marks definately wasn't fine. ~
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