9:46 a.m. 2007-05-26
=x
why do I have a sudden urge to delete the previous retarded posts and the previous 'sudden urge of nolstagic' post.
10:41 a.m. 2007-05-25
her
The words: so inspiring, so touching, so full of wisdom, so captivating. The photos: so well taken, so full of meaning. The person: caught my heart for 8 years.
Reminds me of why I like her so much, why at that primary school age where classmates change idols once a week, I never stopped to like her, all the way to when she left Singapore and then after 3-4 years of no news of her, I'm still as attracted to her as ever. I've always knew she's smart and all, she has always been an inspiration in secondary school to do well and to go HC, like her. -continued-
10:27 a.m. 2007-05-25
me and au
WHEE!!!! SOMEOBNE GOIN HIGH OVER SOMEONE SHARON AU!!!!!!!!!! AUUYY?
WHEE! A HHH AUWEE LOVE LOVE MNMEEEEEEE LOVE LOVE SHARON MEE FIRST HEEE SEE! NONONO YESYESYES SHARON CUTE AND CHARMING AND SO ISMEEEE! SHE SMART SMARTIES NICE TO EAT HER WORDS ARE SO SWEET AND SO IS HER PICS HONEYHONEY SWEET SHE CAN UNDERSTAND CHINESE! WO HUI JIANG HUA YU SHE CAN SPEAK PHILOSOPHICALLY =S IN CHINESE ENGLISH AND JAP LALALALAS WUD>? U ADMIT DEFEAT LIAO(:] NA ZZZ I GOT ADVANTAGE WAD SHE NOT IN SPORE I AM! I STILL LOVE LOVE HER =x too bad buft u klove me toooo BUT SHE GETS ME HIGHHH TOO HIGH WILL FALL DOWN NEVER TOO HIGH GOT OUTER SPAQCE Cannot breathethen die u are not going to post this entry] y
9:56 a.m. 2007-05-25
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are u thinking...
??? EHHHH ARE U THINKING... THAT I AM VERY HOPELESS? =X MMMMMMMMM NA HAHA LESBO! PROUD OF ME? LOVELY LESBIAN = X PROUD OF ME? OF U BEING LESBIAN? OF ME IN LOVE WITH WHO SHARONAU HMMM ?? LALALS CTC CEASE TO COMMENT DAMN IT =P
12:12 p.m. 2007-05-24
those days
Chanced upon this photo on sharon's blog.
It's so pretty right?!! haha it's about LOVE, and I love it. heex xD Just thinking, this is the last june holidays we will ever get in our lives...I would love to do so many things, yet there is no chance to. All the drama stuff, IS and group..probably take up half the holidays, plus all the extra lessons, for maths especally. so I counted and there's only 8 days left for everything else. -studying 5 texts for lit -countless maths topics -all the holiday assignments. -time for family -time for darling -time for cousins -time for friends -time for self mdm said don't fight with friends, don't break up, don't blablablah. cos drama is a subject affected by emotions. I can't even be depressed this june even if I want to. bleh~ I miss those days..mugging with kiwiz at kap/bpp macs, santa missions & sonata camp with santa, playing badminton& going to the playground with min&rrine...
9:38 a.m. 2007-05-23
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1:36 p.m. 2007-05-22
TA NGERINE
I AM TIRED. DOWN.
UPSIDE-DOWN SICK INDESCRIBABLE. DRY EMPTY STONE FLINTSTONES RANDOM BLUE KO WEIRD DREAMS NEOPRINTS MARBLES CHINATOWN
1:36 p.m. 2007-05-22
TA NGERINE
I AM TIRED. DOWN.
UPSIDE-DOWN SICK INDESCRIBABLE. DRY EMPTY STONE FLINTSTONES RANDOM BLUE KO WEIRD DREAMS NEOPRINTS MARBLES CHINATOWN
10:04 a.m. 2007-05-21
***
Rahhh I spent 3 hours yesterday trying to do integration and only managed to do 5 questions. =x
This keyboard feels weird. My fingers feel numb, and cold. *** haha I think the only good thing now is that..my CC is done!!! went to school at 11 on Saturday to show madam, but had to wait for krit so ended up going onto the lorry with j1 crew and mdm at 12plus to go SRT. heehee free ride to "somewhere-near-orchard" hahah. 1)Carrying the boxes and props and arranging them in the lorry ish fun! so is 2)running through the corridors down to the lobby to land my finger on that one crucial button which opens and unlock the maindoor, 3)popping my head into the theatre and calling for ms wong. cos I couldnt see her, all I could see is the stage-illuminated with lights and enclosed with curtains. heex, I simply love pure magic of the theatre. So yupps, mdm looked over and edited bits and pieces of my CC at theatre. haha I think the best part of my CC is the photos! courtesy of dar's camera, hp-linkto--computer technology, colour printer and scanner. All of which the technological-challenged me do not have in my possesion. *** I don't know la, it may sound sarcastic and jokious when I tell my friends but it's not. I seriously feel really bad for her, the way I can not only see but FEEL how stressed and tired she is. and I geniunely went down to see if the canteen is opened and almost went over to the sports complex cafe to see if I can buy her coffee or chocolates or something, in an attempt to provide support and cheering up. and then! I remembered my coffee chocolates in locker! hahah. Seriously, I have never seen her in that state before, and it really hits me. *** I think I pretty much abandoned my private blog. By right, now I should have pretty much to blog about there. But I just, can't be bothered? Changed? such that I don't want to be reminded of bad memoires anymore? Or perhaps I'm just too lazy. haiz. 'nuff said. ***
12:21 p.m. 2007-05-17
yawns
Really tired... yawns..
nitez world...
11:31 a.m. 2007-05-17
cc fever
yay! I asked Mrs C for help already! and she says my intro and conclusion are fine, meaning they're like 1/5 the intended words count. -.- lotsa new stuff to do for appendix though.
1) costuming: girl and tree 2) add chunk on the use of both dancer and set 3) draw set 4) improves storyboard 5) tree sketches 6) chart transitions and emotion changes CC is such a tedious process can.. I was editing the body and it felt like forever, and then I saw the next heading: evaluation. Shock. I was so shocked that for the past hour or so I ONLY edited the rational. lolx. anyway I shall take a break now.
8:56 a.m. 2007-05-17
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I wanna cry liao..getting so tired of doing CC. I need a break.
To-do list for today: 1) Finish section on underlying meaning. 2) Ask for help on introduction and conclusion. 3) Math Tutorial #28 4) Sleep! Rather deprived of sleep nowadays...
12:59 a.m. 2007-05-17
CC
It's almost one and I have so much more to do for my CC.
1)Text analysis section 2)Cut performance pictures from video 3)Get photos of trees 4)Research materials 5)INTRO! 6)CONCLUSION! At least I did the tree section today, and effectively insert all the footnotes and cut down the words. BUTBUT..so much undone! and I have absolutely no idea how to do intro and conclusion. and the cutting of pictures and stuff takes so much time! and tml I've got IS consultation, which is like the 1st time I would be actually doing the dance in a performative space since prelims -.0 RARR. plus tml is thurs. worst day of the week. I should be tired. and I am. But somehow I feel more numb than tired. I wonder why. Long day tomorrow. I should sleep.
11:54 p.m. 2007-05-16
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This piece is written based on Kuo��s ideology that ��art comes from life��. Hence it is a reflection of the society we live in.
9:02 a.m. 2007-05-16
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I am an actor.
a mask wearing. how oblivious can you get?
2:06 p.m. 2007-05-14
whee
hahah the previous post.. was my..da -cough cough- rling.
hahaha package test tml! CC! gp remedial tml.. =x I'm tired. I should be reading GP package now..since I gave up on CC, kinda. ohwells. feel like ponning math. ayes. random note: I lurve wasabi! whee!
10:50 a.m. 2007-05-14
me!
Gueess whoo??? its me!!! im the supei cc sianitiser! hahaz... i come here then she feels sian and dun want to do her cc liaos... lol!!! heeeeee.. and also thanx me me me! she remembered that there was gp test on turesday! aka tmr! hehe..... and she still scold me for not telling her=X but but... i also just started reading wad! =S =X ok byebye i post entry liao... and the maple wallpaper she sent me dam cute!! snail hit 9999 kill pro bandit! =.o hahax
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11:02 p.m. 2007-05-13
happy mother's day!
Happy Mother's Day! xD
AHHH. Supei shall aim to not sleep tonight until she finishes at least the 1st reading of GP package! (omg, suddenly reminded of math tutorial and IS annexes, susposingly due tml as well!) went for mid-summer night dream yesterday. The show was fab. The sitting arrangement was fab. The atmosphere was fab. The food was fab. Everything exterial was fab. Buried inside my heart..was another story. Woke up horribly late today and went plaza to watch yang pei an. I got to admit, his songs are nice. and he gives me a very sincere feeling to his words and songs and actions. hahah, his voice is super high pitch sia! and he went around shaking hands with like every single person! hehe maybe cos like he's a newcomer to the music industry and all..but I sure like his attitude. (: This DJ called Ken asked how old I am, hahaha typical response. "ni shi ba shui ar?? bu xiang! hen xiao leh! na ni qu kan dian ying zem mo ban? " =.= LOLX. Spent more than 60 bucks, on prezzies for mum, cuties for darling and myself, and food for myself. hahah went to grandparents place after that. erm. cousin kinda make me create a character in cassopia.so now I've got a dit. haha and I got sponsored 470k+scrolls+items+eq! xD tyty! hahah kk..if there's no grp meeting tml..I might just manage to finish my work in school tml. hahahs. ohwells. I'm off to indulge myself in GP package..in bed..wad luxury. hahah
11:56 a.m. 2007-05-11
emo
heex. IS went pretty well. Though voice and breath support is still horrible. which are also what was negative about my grp piece. I did horribly for individual mark. kinda expected so ya. grp did well (: so proud of my grp. its expected too. hahah.
My critical commentry is finally starting to shape up. The appendix and annex is another story though. Yet another huge chunk of work to do, due on Monday. I know how you feel. 4 years of tcn taught me that. But for you it's practically the whole of you life. Family. the one thing you love. taken away. all the years and experiences. Painful, as though life do not have any more meaning. loss. That was how I felt that time. I can imagine this is much much worse. close friends. you can't blame me for being emo.
12:20 a.m. 2007-05-11
=(
dad is freaking annoying. what's his problem? Don't want to get me a new com. Want to see betting sites when I'm doing my CC. scolds and nags me about using the com when I'm typing my CRITICAL COMMENTRY FOR A LEVELS? when he wants to check gambling websites?!
like I don't have enough on my mind already. F*ck. Guys..males, men and boys. should be extinct. Don't any guys feel the smallest tinge of guilt or feeling bad? i swear. males should be extingushed. with a fire extinguisher. =(
speaking of which. we watched this video on gays and lesbians during GP today.
.....
and I still..
care. and love.
11:51 p.m. 2007-05-10
=(
more emo-ness.
and I got a stupid CC to complete. wth. heart sank. empty tummy. explosive head. heavy eyes choked throat. so much for everything. I tried. I can never allow myself to peace. cos I care. cos I love.
11:40 a.m. 2007-05-10
time
ahh i feel so bad. The look of disbelief and all on kenneth's face when I told him. already so busy lahs..I jus can't wait for all these to be over. and I hope it all turn out fine.
june: time to study for prelims time to prepare for As: IS & GRP time to play time to sleep time to rest time for gp remedial..tata!
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